So the other day me and my grandma had like a 3 hour conversation. During this three hours WE talked about everything from AirForce to Me moving out. I told her that I wanted to live on my own this summer by it bein my las real summer.So I can move out when ever I get ready to. AHHAHAHAH Jus gotta get money. Life is good right now. Ive started ( Read more... )

You read correctlly. Jeff is goin into the AirForce. And some of you have been ther when Ive said it before but this time its legit. I sign my paper Next month and take my test . And in october I Ship Out. Why am I doin somfin I said I would never do.Because I dont want to spend my life struggling to just barely survive like my parents are. They ( Read more... )

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Whats UP everybody. Just recently found this group and Im glad to be apart of it. NOt really sure if Im goth. I jus know that I like to rock. and My passion is music. Im really interested in meating new people that are into the same stuff that Im into. I Live in mobile alabama. If anyone wants to hang or talk jus giv me a ring on AIM ( Read more... )

My Time to Rise. Ive realized that Im in a Trap. Trapped by everything and everyone around me. I cant answer my phone with out people asking me who is that. I pay the damn bill. So Im pretty sure Its my own damn business. I mean dont get me wrong I love my friends. But I feel as tho I cant venture out to meet new peeps cuz I feel as tho ( Read more... )

The lyrics from this song by Avril Lavine have altered my life Since I was told to listen to them by Anna. And it made me feel like shit. Another reason Why I dont date becuz of this song. Its deep. But she was right. This song is definatly how that relationship was. Cuz I wasnt realizing what I had with her. I guess I do have one regret. And ( Read more... )

Hey all. Long Time I assume. Ive been workin and etc.... Not much time to update but I update today. I think that Ive been considering a girlfriend. I think its maybe that time again. It almost seams like reality T.V. The amazing Girlfriend search for Jeff or some crap like that LOL. Anyways I am fine for those of you who actually read my ( Read more... )

Here lately all I do is work work work. When monday arrives its posible that I will have three jobs. but im gonna cut one ....I thinkit will be party city. and if i get blockbuster and petsmart i will work both of those and hopfully make enuff money to get my own apartment.
thas all for nows. later everyone.

Now some of you are askin why am I not excited for the biggest drunkfest ever. WEll The plan was with our group of kids was to go downtown drink a little then go back to mike dub's and party more.Anyways. Thas not a bad idea except for. Im stuck in the situation of who am I gonna take. With me. BUt then again goin down by myself could be a good ( Read more... )

Last night I prayed about some things. ANd I must say I feel so much better now that ive done it. I have some people I would like to apologize to. E dizzle Mike Dub SAm and Brit and NIcole. U guys dont have to forgive me and I understand if You dont. God has helped me realize that THere was no need for me to be angry in the first place. I ( Read more... )