i know we are all happy cause im updating...i love cutting hair its so much fun, i love it i say!! man im in a good mood right now i refuse to let stupid assholes bug me and ruin my life argh i hate stupid assholes!! lol im going now i just wanted to update so christina will be happy by the way ( Read more... )

i woke up today feeling...different. ive decided that, i want to be in love, but i want it to be real love. not that love that gets old after a week, not the kind where its only good cause of the sex, its more than a call once a week, a movie once a month, i want love the kind where he'd do anything to see me as much as possible like i do. he'd ( Read more... )

i had the longest day today. i was so tired today it wasnt even funny. i had this hairstyle done really good and fun and my teacher wanted me to redo it i wanted to scream. so that made my day all icky i didnt redo it needless to say. i told him i wasnt going to. he said that he wouldnt give me a grade i said fine and went to lunch. my friend kati ( Read more... )

youre crying again for him. you always cry. let him go already. i know its not him though just say it, you just dont want to be alone anymore thats why you cry isnt it. youre tired of being used and lied to. i know. its hard, you thought it was going to work this time for real this time but you were wrong again like usual. you should just stop just ( Read more... )

its really late and i should be in bed but i just got the net again for a while since yesterday so as long as i have it im going to try my damndest to update everyday. i feel like shit right now. i havent felt this shitty in along time. Its been close but this is way up there. anthony is gone again and why once more i have no idea. i really hate ( Read more... )

here i am again. i havent updated in a bit but im here now no one worry. i got to talk to MY CHRISTINA today it made me happy. i love beauty school its so much fun. im watching The Animal its so stupid. alot of stupid shit has happened with anthony lately and its more then i want to go in to on my journal. not much else is new so i guess ill go ill ( Read more... )

sorry i havent updated my computer has been a total peice of trash. no new news except my "wonderful" boyfriend is now my dreaded ex. i wont lie i miss him and im damn hurt but ill be ok christina helped me see that its for the best, so as soon as i get home im throwing all his letters ans pictures away. im so tired of crying and hurting and for a ( Read more... )

im so pissed off right now....i cant believe tony called me tonight and oh so nicely in a very slight way asked me if i was cheating on him. HOW FUCKING DARE HE!!!! apearently some bitch called him and told him i was fucking some guy named santiago......and this same whore called him a month ago and told him that i was pregnant 3 months ago. i want ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIG 18TH BIRTHDAY CHRISTINA!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!! im so glad i got to be here with you for it, thank you for having me here :)

see i do update. but i only do it for you christina :D im still freakin out about the whole chinese food thing. now im hungry. fun so much fun. and there is this huge cute on my big toe that is making it throb. i think im gonna go get some food although i probably shouldnt cause im just gonna get fatter but hey ive come to the conclusion that im a ( Read more... )