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[userlain]

Well, I officially just fucked myself.. I don't know why I did it, I knew I'd bring myself down if I went back and read the things he used to write about me.. why did I look.. all the while listening to the very music that is him. It's as though I like to put myself in the downward spiral sometimes.. just to cry.. no noise, no sound whatsoever..

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[userlain]

Just me dwelling on my ex *shakes head* Me being an asshat at myself is all :). How are you by the way? I'm off to sleep now, but drop me another comment or e-mail or something. I'll talk to you later.

[mytmouse]

What's happened?!

[userlain]

I don't remember if you know or not :/ Ernie and I broke up in November :( . It hasn't been very, happy.. When I moved into my mother's again, I was on my step dad's laptop in the middle of the night, and I couldn't help but go to his livejournal that he started up when we first started dating.. I wrote a long something on there, maybe to just see what exactly what was on my mind, or maybe so he could slightly understand the horrible pain that I was going through, because he certainly wasn't

[userlain]

Oh yah, I'm sorry for not being on when I said I was going to be on, my family distracted me :) and food of course *grins*. I get off at 6 p.m. mountain time, I'll be home around 7, not sure when I'll actually get onto teh computer. Look for me, I'll make a note of getting on to talk to you *smile* See you then ^_~