if there is a hell, i'm pretty sure that it's the general admission floor of a rock concert. loud, ear-splitting guitar riffs and multi-colored lights flashing over sweaty, stinky bodies being smashed against each other in a seething, pot-smoke-filled sea of angst ( Read more... )

i have class in 45 minutes. i'm still in my underwear, though. i got up at 8 so i could try my new water-proof eyeliner that i'm going to wear to the concert tonight. to be honest. i'm a little scared. what if i get beat up in a mosh pit of angry black-haired peg-leg-jeans-wearing youth? they're so angsty! why?? is it because of the music they ( Read more... )

okay. when i got home this morning, i told myself that today would be productive. HA! so far, i have ( Read more... )

Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

That is all =)

i got this icky feeling walking down freshman hall today. i think it's called "hate." i hate all the stupid people i go to school with. i can't wait to LEAVE them and this place. i love like a dozen people here, but the rest of them... i can't handle it. this is why i need to put 2400 miles of ocean between me and irvington, and everything will be ( Read more... )

tonight's episode of grey's anatomy was like seeing your old best friend from long ago that you haven't spoken to for years. you can hardly wait to see her, and when you finally do it's fun and exciting... at first. after a while it gets awkward. what do you talk about? what do you know about this person? it's been so long. so, the time passes ( Read more... )

school starts on thursday. i don't understand why they did the half-week thing, considering christmas was on a monday this year and it would have been fine getting out on the friday before. now we have a pointless two days of school where i have to get up at 6 for absolutely no reason. speaking of getting up! resolution things.

New Year's ( Read more... )

i would rather re-grow my wisdom teeth and once more have them removed than complete the rest of my college applications ( Read more... )

i am in hawai'i.

it smells good here. like flowers, and mangoes, and salt water.

it's warm and sunny and breezy and there are palm trees and birds of paradise and ti plants and to me, it just feels right.

the ocean is outside my window and i get to wear shorts all week.

i think i'll move here =)

and i am in love with a married man. why??

i joined the ardenwood challenger group on facebook. it should be called the i got into berkeley group. really, they all go there. i... am a failure ( Read more... )