i believe that pacifism is a great ideal and for people who pracice it, i'm highly impressed. i've tried hard but i fail. i'm not gonna lie. my latest phrase (in my head mainly) has been 'someone's going to get a bullet behind the ear for this'...i think it's impossble for me not to be mentally violent. i highly doubt if someone will ever push me far enough to actually hurt them (besides the occasional wrestle or slug on the shoulder). *shrugs*
i have five days off coming up which were originally supposed to be spent with lance in a lovely cabin in the mountains of tennesee. *tears* but since he and i are no longer together, i'm debating if i just want to take off on my own. any suggestions for a cheap vacation? i may just spend them at home in goshen but, well, i just did that.