Comments | ushstalker: holy shit

ushstalker

holy shit

Feb 22, 2005 16:44

My grandma died. Totally out of no where. She was in the hospital for dehydration and then she was gone... It was weird because I woke up at 3:08 and I was like "something bad is gonna happen" and then they called and said she died at 3:16 and I was like damn. I should have know since the last time I woke up like that my grandpa died. This is so ( Read more... )

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my_dying_heart February 22 2005, 22:25:29 UTC

i'll call soon, if you want me to that is. i am here for you if you don't mind talking to me. i miss you and i know how you feel. i lost my grandma almost 5 years ago now and it was so hard for me. if anything i can give my sympathy and empathy.

ushstalker February 23 2005, 13:59:28 UTC

if you missed me, why didnt you call me?

my_dying_heart February 23 2005, 22:25:03 UTC

because the last few times we did talk were akward and you made it seem like you didn't wanna talk to me, but that's besides the point.

ushstalker February 24 2005, 02:03:49 UTC

im like that to everyone who wakes me up when they call, its just how i am

imprettyinpink February 22 2005, 23:10:37 UTC

I AM SO SORRY I DIDNT ANSWER MY PHONE. I was wondering why you called, but i wasnt really sure. I tried calling back, kate-ums, i am so sorry. ::big hug::

ushstalker February 23 2005, 13:59:42 UTC

thanks

sugarglidingqt February 22 2005, 23:22:04 UTC

No no its fine that you called me and i'm sorry that i couldnt make you feel better it was 3:30am and there's really nothing that can be done because it's going to hurt and only time can help you cope with the loss... i personally have never lost anyone close to me so i cant say i know how you feel...anyways i'm glad that you called me because i know that i can call you when ever i need someone to talk to or listen to me cry at crazy hours of the night and i'm glad i have you :)

ushstalker February 23 2005, 14:01:38 UTC

you can wake me up even if you cant sleep and theres nothing good on tv. =)

sekond_best February 23 2005, 00:38:39 UTC

awww honey. i'm so sorry. i live with the fear that my grandparents will die every day so i can kinda get it. :-* feel better.

ushstalker February 23 2005, 14:02:26 UTC

its not the fact that she died, its the shock that it actually happened... kinda hard to explain =\

hauntedheartful February 24 2005, 23:00:36 UTC

ushstalker February 25 2005, 01:59:19 UTC

i was actually thinking about you the other day and i was like i wonder if i should call her but then i got wrapped up in other shit. call me when you have time. 954-319-5048 <3 i miss you