again with the bullshit

Jul 24, 2004 23:22

My life just gets more and more complicated. I got really upset tonight because when I went into town and was driving around I was waving to friends and no one was waving back... so I was like ok. So I called and I was like hey I'm waving but you arent they were like ummm... so I didn't see you. So I was like ok well I'm gonna go lata. Well I ( Read more... )

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hey anonymous July 26 2004, 08:58:19 UTC
Maybe your friends really didn't see you driving around. People make mistakes sometimes. About the guy that you speak of, ditch him. He is bad for you. He obviously makes you miserable. It looks like to me that he tries to make you not like him. If that is the case, then show that you don't like him and maybe it will bother him. By that time you can tell him to F* off. As for your friends, if you are leaving that soon, you should try to spend all the time with them that you can. Maybe they upset you a few nights ago but like I said, maybe they really didn't see you. Remember, when you move away for college, you are going to grow apart from your highschool friends. Keep them close for as long as you can.

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Re: hey usichic July 26 2004, 14:00:54 UTC
I know ppl make mistakes... but its usually the repeated mistakes that upset me the most... and for some odd reason this stuff just keeps coming up and coming up... I dunno... I have alot to think about because I'm just too stressed out to keep dealing with the same old bullshit...

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Re: hey anonymous July 27 2004, 08:21:21 UTC
I am having problems with college right now just like you are but also like what you say your friends are. All of my friends are leaving and almost at the same time. We all work, and it is very hard to work everyone into a day or even a week because everything is going so fast and they are all leaving so soon. I on the other hand am going no where. So I will be all alone when everyone leaves. I can only talk to one person about how I feel about everything because they don't bring drama with talking to them about what I am going through and they are into bad things. How sad? But, I feel like they are the only person I can talk to because no one else wants to think about everyone leaving because it is sad. Well hello, it is life. When all my friends leave, it will be intresting to see how many were really my friends. I bet you MAYBE 2 will talk to me and I bet one of them will end up falling through. Good luck in your decision on your friends. Like I said last time, keep them for as long as you can.

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Re: hey usichic July 27 2004, 12:13:13 UTC
I know its really hard to get together with people who are working... I know that... I completely understand that because I'm working a fulltime job and trying to get my college stuff together. And I aslo understand that my friends are prolly hurt by me leaving too... but they also have to understand that I'm hurting too... not only because I have to leave but that I think no one even freaking cares that I'm leaving... I want them to talk to me about it and I want them to know that no matter where I am they will always be a friend whether we talk every single day or if we talk in just a blue moon... It doesnt matter where I am I want them to know I'll always be there. But what bugs me is I don't think they are always there when I need them. But I guess I'm gonna have to over look that. As for the Andy situation... screw him... he knows how to get ahold of me when he gets the burr outta his ass and wants to be civil to me. Back to the friends in town... I don't even care about that... I just wanted to say hi to them and I guess it ( ... )

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