I don't wanna...

[usichic]

So ummm... you know how I've been saying I can't wait to leave... I've lied and it is biting me in the ass big time. I'm not ready to leave and I'm making myself have a nervous breakdown over it. I've been a crying mess for about 3 weeks now and nothing seems to be working. I've been talking to my sister alot and I just can't seem to bring myself

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hey..

[naughtytail04]

jessi, we are all going to be here still. you have to go to college. almost everyone will be here every weekend that you come home and it will be fine. you will love it down there and dont worry about the hell hole life you are leaving...sad thing is...it will be here for you when you come back. dont get upset about leaving. it will all be ok. see ya babe! cheer up!

Re: hey..

[usichic]

Andi and Jaclyn,

After tonight... I'm ready to leave... I'm sick of crying... yeah I'm gonna be sad... but what else can I do? This town and the drama is eating me alive...

[actingchick911]

Babe, it is so normal that you're feeling this way. A lot of people who go off to college are terrified of going. You are gonna meet some awesome people while you are there. You will probably also meet some total slimebags but try to stay away from them :) All of your friends will still be around. Even if it's only through the phone or internet. As much as I hate seeing all of my friends leave, I couldn't be happier for them. Your adult life is starting. Don't be afraid of it; embrace it. The first week or so is going to be hard and probably a little scary. You'll get used to it soon enough. You're very charasmatic so I'm sure you won't have any problem attracting really terrific people as friends. Here is your chance to start ALL OVER. Take it while you can. And I'm always just a phone call away. You'll be fine, sweetie. I <3 you!!