My Last Entry
So, this is my last entry and I have no idea what to write!
I leave for boot camp today, and I must admit that I am a little bit scared. I am waiting for Sgt.Boyll to come get me as I type this. Im really excited to go, to get yelled at by the DI's, what great fun! lol! Yesterday I went to Jillians with my mom, dad, and sister. It was a lot of fun. I played a bunch of shooting games, he he he! Rick REALLY wants me to write him while im in boot camp, I think I will because it will make him happy, plus I dont want to be a bitch. He sent me his address last night in a text message. Why does he want me to write him?? we arent even going out, grr!
Josh, I am going to miss you so much! Im glad that the Marine Corps brought us together (thank God for mixed up mail!). Honestly I have like you since the moment that I saw you. When I saw you I was like, "oh shit" because I had a boyfriend at the time and didnt know what to do. But I just went with the flow, and we had a great time at Castles n' Coasters (even tho you HURT me). I really wanted to be with you, but I was debating it because I had just broken up with Rick. But I didnt want to live in the land of "what if". I wanted to grab hold of you before anyone else did, I didnt want to lose my chance with you. I know you think Im something special, but I dont. I am just your ordinary person. I dont know how you could love someone like me that much? I on the other hand Love you very much. I knew it from the beginning but I didnt want to show it because of what happened between me and Rick. I dont want my relationship with you to be like that one. I just want to take it REALLY slow.
Ralu, I love you very much! And I am going to miss you dearly! Two things i cant live without, my phone, and my computer! LOL! and my computer links me to you. Thankyou for everything, for being my friend when no one else would. You were the only one who commented on my lj, lol. and you helped me thru all of my problems, and I love you for that. I will talk to you in THREE months, and at that moment I will be a United States Marine. FINALLY!! I love you very much, and take care.
Mandy, I dont know you very well or anything but thank you very much for everything that you have done for us. With the "problem" that we had with Frank (that jack ass), and helping us solving it, and still being our friend even after it was all done and over with. Stay strong, and dont get into too much trouble! Stay safe and STAY AWAY FROM THOSE BOYS!!
All of you better fucking up-date all the time because when I get back i want to go back and see what I MISSED these next THREE months!
I love you all! bye! see yall (mandy!!lol!!) in THREE MONTHS!!
-SLIM-