So, things have been going ok so far. except for the whole money issue. im about -137 im my checking, and i owe about 1,000$ in bills this month. what to do, what to do...this is not good. but i'm sure, as usual, i will get thru it and by the end of the month i will have tons of money again. lol. So i put in my two weeks notice with Digitell ( Read more... )

So, things here at home are giong pretty good. i finally made a new friend. his name is Sean, he works at freakin radio shack. he seems pretty cool. but anyways, nothing new has been going on. i've been staying out of trouble, just hanging out at the gym. working out with my personal trainer, and dancing in the dance room. but yea, thats been all. ( Read more... )

So, i've been living in Mesa for about 5days now. I guess it's not so bad...lol. I finally made a new friend, i think. His name is Sean and he works at Radio Shak. how do i know this? because i bought something from him. he gave me his phone number, i think i will call him to see if we can hang out. but yea, i miss Josh very much. i cant wait till ( Read more... )

So, i havent updated here in while. sorry. things have just been so hectic. going back and forth with Josh...i miss him so much! looking for a job, doing my background check for the police, moving in at my dads house...whew! I am finally all moved in at my dads house. now i just need to get a job and a car down here and then im set. oh yea and take ( Read more... )

GOOD MORNING!! and I really think it's going to be a great day. Josh called me this morning, and we talked. I said I was sorry for everything. for doubting him and questioning him non-stop. he said that it was fine. and I think we are good now. =) I'm so fucking excited!! He is the love of my life and I dont want anything to go wrong. He's so cute ( Read more... )

So, I am back at my moms house, and their was a letter on my bed. guess from who...give up? Ok, from JOSH!! here's what it said:

hey honey. how are things going for you? good I hope and I hope that they didnt fuck with you for me calling you. it took me awhile to find a number to call parris island. then well I called I talked to you CO and he said ( Read more... )

So, things are just...things. nothing new, but nothing old. I havent heard from Josh, and I swere I am getting EXTREMEMLY worried. I dont know what to think, or what is going to happen with everything. I'm sure he's getting tired about all the accusations about him that I am making, but I cant help it. I kinda have a reason to ask, but not like ( Read more... )

So...things haven't been going very well. Joshs sister-in-laws sister has been talking with me. she is a very cool girl, I like her. but she has been having some man problems... what else is new with men. anyways, so i was trying to help her out. then... (big deap breath) Joshs sister in law told me that Josh cheated on me with more than one person ( Read more... )

Today was ok... I put on my boot and Uits to go out with SSgt. to my old High School. We talked to this reproter woman and I guess we are going to be in the Arizona Republic on Wed. cool, i guess. But I saw some old friends and some old teachers... it was fun. I just got home about ten min. ago, man I am beat. But I'm going out again in about and ( Read more... )

So, today has been a pretty boring day. I woke up and didnt even want to get out of bed. I took a shower and didnt even shave my legs! eww! I washed my hair, but didnt even want to do it (i did anyways.) I should have gone to the gym this morning, but didnt. I watched Jarhead, but didnt even have the interest to get even half way thru it! I sat in ( Read more... )