It was the first day back without chase. It was terrible. I went to the crash site twice and brought flowers. There was glass shattered everywhere and you could see skid marks coming up onto the curb and hitting the tree from hundreds of feet away. His mom was there. She was all smiles. She said she lost a son but she gained a hundred new ( Read more... )

Im at David and Theo's house with like 2167543 people watching the Oscars. I dont know why everyone makes such a big deal out of this ( Read more... )

Saturday at 2am my friend from Middle College HS died in a car accident on Jamacha Rd. His friend was driving and decided to go 90mph in a 45mph zone. He lost control and hit a tree, killing Chase and putting himself in the hospital in critical condition. They were both 17 ( Read more... )

I went to the ranch and trained patch for a while to get him ready for tomorrow cuz some ppl are coming to look at him. David's coming over (as a friend...) and im gona make chicken fettuccini alfredo and drink some wine coolers. mmm. My dad went to Big Bear for the weekend so I have this big old house all to myself ( Read more... )

My ex and I have been talking, and Ive come to the conclusion that our first mistake was ever going out. We're just talking like friends now and I think thats how it should have been since the beginning. It's still kinda wierd, but I like talking to him now without the bitterness and what notttt.

Last night I went to Hot Monkey Love with the girls and the guys, and for some reason I invited david to come hang out as friends. He was still all over me though; he followed me around like a little puppy dog and it was kind of annoying. He means well though. Lindsey almost kissed me right in front of my brother- we were supposed to go ( Read more... )

Tonight I went to Parkway Bowl's billiard with Jared, Mike, Jessie, Robin and Haley ( Read more... )

I went to Hot Monkey Love with Ana and Lindsey tonight~ I havent seen Ana in forever so it was a hoot. Lindseys newly discovered dark hair color & 50's "classy" outfit topped off her fabulous performance, after which everyone left. Now its 1:45 am and I just got home & I have mass homeworkage to do. It was worth it though. For some reason I ( Read more... )

David just left. He thought "lol" meant lots of laughter. hmph.

I went to magic mountain with ashley lindsey sabrina and jessica and ah, good times, but now its time to get back into the swing-a-things and start doing school work again.

Take a philosophy class. Youll like it.

And dont eat at olive garden, they spike their food with opium.

A humble coachride side by side
With tired feet and weary eyes
But dare I ask for such great luck
As to attain your silky touch?
Draw closer, nearer, wretched thee
Descretely, effortlessly tease
Then lean on me while music plays
And lay like this for days and days
Or say an hour quite instead
While my cheek rests upon your head
I feel your torso slightly ( Read more... )