Today was a fun day. I woke up and went with my uncle and grandma to go see the Chronicles of Narnia. The movie was just O.K. The music was cool, but movie just mediocre. Then when we got home I chilled and then UPS came to my house with my christmas gift from my grandmother: Hurricane SR-16 metal body. So for three hours I put that on my gun. I ( Read more... )

Yesterday I saw King Kong with my Uncle. I love that movie. Its so awesome. THe fight seen with Kong and the T-Rex's is seriously the coolest fight seen Ive ever seen in a movie ( Read more... )

Well...I finally called an end to this seemingly neverending cycle of pain and depression. Its time for me to move one. I didnt ruin this, she did. I did everything I possibly could to fix our relationship, however she just wasnt cooperative. I made time for her, yet she didnt spend time with me. I tried to talk to her and figure out what we should ( Read more... )

Well today was my 18th birthday. It was a pretty awesome day. Went out to lunch with my dad and sister. Then my uncle made a great dinner for us and my gma a sweet german chocolate cake. Then i went over to nates for a surprise party that was planned in like 2 hours. Way to go you guys!!! Thanks to everyone who wished me a happy birthday!

Well hopefully those were my last hogh school finals EVER! All my finals were easy! I didnt study one bit, just like always. I dont see why people put themselves through somuch stress over these glorified tests. O well.

Fuck. Why cant I just be happy. I am granted that right in the constituiton. Maybe I should sue her and take the case to the Supreme Court for denying me happiness. Hopefully that would work. Doubt it though.

FUCK

Went to the movies with kristan tonight. We saw Derailed. I thought that it was a really dumb movie, and of course Kristan liked it because she has bad taste in movies. It was fun even tho the movie was dumb.

Sorry.

This morning i woke up and took the SAT. It was dumb. I dont think i did so hot. Then i went to go get shoes. Daisy are my other ones. Then later today im going to nates.

Do her promises of Love and compassion hold true even now? or are they the same as all of the False "hope" that has been given to me. My past few weeks have been weeks of anger, jealousy and disappointments. I dont want that to continue. This has all happend before. All of it. Do I deserve to endure this again? Should I wait for her? I feel that I ( Read more... )

Fuck. This break sucks. Wed-Gay (wonder why) Thurs-pretty awesome (food food food, kristan came over later in the evening) Fri-Gay (wrote my govt paper and sat waiting for nothign but false hopes) Sat- Pretty shitty so far (dads an asshole, i waited again knowing what i wanted wouldnt happen) Sun- so far has been set up to be shitty.