i woke up this morning and i had a change of heart. I had been having feelings of anger and betrayal, but now its much worse. I had of course been thinking that i might be better off without her, and i was constructiong a life without her in my mind, all this was to make myself feel better and function normally. But now im the exact opposite. I ( Read more... )

Wow eagles nest was kick Aß(Ass). I was scheduled to escort a Private Christian Academy that marched 7th graders and up. They played southern rock (Allmand Bros., Skynard, etc...) I was actually quite impressed with them. Not the best of course, but they were great and nice people. But it was kinda weird when i was about to interupt the director ( Read more... )

Wow. The First half of my last entry is now null and void. I wasnt even gonna have a good weekend as it was and then this shit. Thursday night-broke up with Friday - no school (funeral ( Read more... )

Homecoming kicked ass. It was really fun dancing the night away and spending time with Kristan and the crew. Dinner at Caros was good, like always. Spent the night at shannons and had to wake up early unexpectedly. My gma needed the car bc her mom was put onto life support because she took a turn for the worse after she was getting better from a ( Read more... )

Practice: CANCELED

Its probly best...we couldnt have gotten anything productive done in this weather. So im hopefully gonna spend all night at kristans house. Itll be cool.

OH NO! ASIAN BIRD FLU ATTACK!

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Thoughts of you torment my mind
Our last touch lingers on my skin
your sweet whispers float in the air
Tears fall to the floor
Only history exists now
and misery

Only sweet memories of "us" exist now.....

You are a
Social Conservative
(30% permissive)

and an...
Economic Moderate
(56% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Republican

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So today i went to the county fair with Shannon, kate, nate, alex, damian, ryan, megan, drake, david, chris and my sister. It was fun. I only did three rides with the gang and skipped out on the ferris wheel. It just looks boring to me. But we talked and had fun. Then we went to kates and chilled. Fun of course ( Read more... )