Well, number one, I feel like a dipshit with my blubbering about that nosnence. But, it's the typical mannerisms I end up going in. Go figure, right ( Read more... )

I'll try again to go to sleep, but the problem still exists.....

I couldnt go to sleep. I tried, but I cant. I had to get downstairs, because I kept thinking of stabbing myself with my knife my dad bought for me recently ( Read more... )

My life is falling apart around me, and I feel like all I can do is lunge for the crubling pieces, even as they disintigrate into my hands. My family has fallen apart from the divorce, and now, members of my family I thought hated me now make contact with me, and that leaves me in a worse position, because if I get involved with them, I could very ( Read more... )

Well, I hope you all had a great christmas....if that's your gig anyways. I did. However, something happened friday. I dont feel up to exactly going into details (and who would care anyways. Not anyone any of you...except two...would know), but I had confessed how I truly felt about someone. I had been keeping it a secret for a year. But, before ( Read more... )

After being fucking sick for nearly two weeks, I've returned to school....to a pile of work, and an angry Michael Jackson impersonator. The work, I've caught up on. But that fucking MJ...ugh...I have that report due, and my comp decided to dump all (read: ALL) my files, including my report. So, I have two days to rebuild this paper. And then, in ( Read more... )

Well, this is a load of bullshit. I cant stop anyone from making fun of me anymore. If I do, they dont listen, and all my friends laugh right along with them. Hell, my own friends exepct that I'll kill myself in like ten years....of course, that's obvious because I'm a suicidal pity whore who's been nothing but a failure magnet to his friends and ( Read more... )

Thanksgiving is just around the corner. Nothing none of you knew already. Goin over to grandparent's house to celebrate. Got only one other thing planned this weekend, but other than that, if you wanna hang out, let me know ( Read more... )

Well, the good thing today is that last night, actually, my dad bought a new computer, so I have the old one. I'm going to be job hunting soon, to get a job so I can have my own fucking internet and all. The agreement was that I would buy my own modem, and then I just pay for half of the internet bill, which is only twenty bucks ( Read more... )

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