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Sep 21, 2005 06:22


Is it worth it can you even hear me
Standing with your spotlight on me
Not enough to feed the hungry
I'm tired and I felt it for awhile now
In this sea of lonely
The taste of ink is getting old
It's four o' clock in the fucking morning
Each day gets more and more like the last day
Still I can see it coming
While I'm standing in the river drowning
This could be my chance to break out
This could be my chance to say goodbye
At last it's finally over
Couldn't take this town much longer
Being half dead wasn't what I planned to be
Now I'm ready to be free

So here I am it's in my hands
And I'll savor every moment of this
So here I am alive at last
And I'll savor every moment of this

And won't you think I'm pretty
When I'm standing top the bright lit city
And I'll take your hand and pick you up
And keep you there to so you can see
As long as you're alive and care
I promise I will take you there
And we'll drink and dance the night away

As long as you're alive
Here I am
I promise I will take you there

when you hear those wat do you think of do you remember me or mark or do you remember kyle or wat? you know wat if you dont realize it then you werent in the group of friends and you werent as good of friend as you said you were, this song reminds you of all of us me, mark, kyle, lydie, vanessa, annie, rachel k, rachel g, lauren, bryce, nick, meghan, jason, the songs sang in the car, the solos, the band ideas, the inoccent stupidity, the amazign life of a 16-7 year old, apart from you, battle of the bands, winter, cigs, the fun we had with out alcohol or pot, the friend ships that we never thought would fall apart the love we all had for each other, WE WERE ALL ONE FUCKIN BIG FAMILY WAT THE FUCK HAPPEN, I FEEL LIKE MY FAMILY IS DEAD GONE. the random stops in parkinglot to eat pizza and just to talk i loved that wat is goign on now i miss everything....

this is wat it has fallen to now huh?

Time has run out, for me, everything's distant and I don't know what to believe
It's so hard, lost in the world's confusion and I need to leave
For awhile, life is so meaningless there is nothing worth a smile
So goodbye, I'll miss you....
I'm sorry, but this is my fate, everything is worthless, no one who wants me to stay
And I'm sorry, but I've waited too long, so here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me, I'm not worth any tears...
It's been the years, of abuse, neglected to treat the disorder that's controlled my youth
For so long, I'm in a fleshy tomb burried up above the ground
It's no use, why should I hold on it's been five years don't need one more
So goodbye, life's abuse...
i miss how it used to be that song is wat i think of when i think of losing everything, reply to this if you were truly our friend and understand what i mean and if you want the same things back

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