I dont know what it is lately.. but something is definitely wrong with me. I'm not myself, and I wish desperately that I could change it. I have been feeling so stressed out with all this college stuff.. and this new scholarship nomination that I got in the mail.. and work.. i dunno, its really starting to build up and I feel like exploding ( Read more... )

..to start your day with a carb or 50 ( Read more... )

Well, last night was the Sadie Hawkins dance... better turn out than I expected.. there were like 50 people there! We hit up Denny's afterwards and i was soo tired i fell asleep in the back of heather's car on the way there! =) Robin spent the night and slept next in her black lace bra and stole all my covers. damn ho was trying to seduce me ( Read more... )

wow, its been forever since i updated.. theres so much going on, i dont know where to start really! things are starting to look up for me.. in a way ( Read more... )

It cant be PMS, but maybe my hormones are just really out of whack.. ive been finding myself in really bad moods lately. i despise being at school; maybe if it was more challenging and interesting id enjoy it more, i just feel like im wasting my time. Friday night was girls night at Ashley's.. that really helped. i laughed for the first time ( Read more... )

im not sure if i forgot.. or if i was just too lazy, but i never made a resolution for this year. i feel lazy because of it, maybe i should make a real one... who knows ( Read more... )

Happy New Year everyone! i hope everyone had fun last night.. i didn't, but we'll make up for it im sure. i feel bad that i decided not to go to my cousin's house, my autn made it seem like she was kinda disappointed, and quite frankly, i wanted to kill myself at my friend's house last night. oh well, i hope everyone starts the new year off ( Read more... )

I'm back in New York. It doesnt feel like home anymore. I love it up here, dont get me wrong- and its cool to see how things have changed since i moved, but something about it just doesnt feel right. Maybe it's because I dont have the same ties with all of my friends anymore. its kinda sad that i moved and the distance killed the friendshsips ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas everyone! I have to say, this feels nothing like Christmas, im not too sure if its because its been 80 degrees all week, because I'm dreading the day at my dad's house today, or because im so excited about going up north next week that i could care less about christmas! I thought it was gonna feel more Christmas-y this year ( Read more... )

"What you don't know can't hurt you..." until you find out, and then its like a universe collapsing.

where's my fairy godmother to watch over me and sprinkle me with fairy dust so i can have my own mice and pumpkins....?