Life and Death

[utahrogue]

Today I attended the funeral services for Daxton, Jeremy's great nephew son of Matt Jer's newphew. I have know Matt since he was a baby and have watched him grow up and start a family of his own.The services were hard on me today because Faye is the same age as Daxton was. It is very hard to think how much pain Matt and Micheal are going thur right

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[witchy_rhiannon]

i remember having similar thoughts when i first found out i had arthritis and when i had my shoulder surgery. the amazing this is that as long as you are working towards healing, it is amazing the things you can do. i can't throw the kids like i used to but i can still throw faye a bit and i still picked up kaylee the other day at the egg hunt, not for long but i could do it. i have faith that no matter what happens you will be able to be a good father to your son and he won't know the difference. the biggest thing to remember is that your kids will know the person you are and will adapt to what happens with you. this is some advice that cheannoen gave me a long time ago when i was really hurting and afraid of having children adn not being able to take care of them. his ex wife has lupus and was still a good mom. kids can weather much more than we can. just remember that. :) and...it's ain't over til it's over. :D