and you'll ask yourself, 'how did I get here?'

[utopiaevenstar]

I had a long talk with Sharon this morning, like the ones we used to have before I went to college and got on bad terms with my parents. I told her that she and my father are very judgemental and completely unapproachable, and the reason I'm never home is because its so cold here. I told her my philosophies on how Kerrik and Dad both can better

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a little insite?

[shroudedpain]

please do tell me on how to have me have a better life........

Re: a little insite?

[utopiaevenstar]

Its up to you to figure out. But youve had it a lot easier than a lot of people. Worse too, but eaiser than a lot. You need to realize that the past is the past. Theres nothing you can do to change it so you just have to let it go. Look at it as a bunch of things that helped make up who you are now. Use the past to learn to not do the same things now and in the future, as these are the only times we can change. You really need to let go of your poor me attitude. Your friends will put up with it now, but its very similar to a particular friend of mine who has now become nothing but the punchline to jokes because of it. People realize your pathetic and stop wanting to be with you. You said you couldnt forgive yourself for a lot of things, but why? Its not like you can do anything about it so whats the point? Stop getting angry and breaking people's things. Revenge is stupid, it just makes you stoop to the other person's level. And since you didd something to them, they have a reason to do smething to you, their own revenge. It creates a

Finding Home

[anonymous]

when ever u find "home", whether its KU or Moore or the dark side of the moon, call me and tell me the address so i can come visit u(a lot). I love you kid, and i want you do whats best for ya, but ill miss u if go. Cant wait til i see u again,
Much Love
Wakoda
P.S.- tell Rick i miss his silly ass and that i better see him soon cuz lives no fun with out him