I feel like a rabbit on speed. I got up at 4 to go to work and lo and behold, i was taken off the schedule. Turns out my boss got my message. So I stayed and worked till 7:30. Now I'm gonna clean and stuff. I have enough caffeine in me to clean clean clean. Yay! Mike (this chill guy I work with) told me he made me a cup for tips the other day but ( Read more... )

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So I've finally gotten onto the Dean website. That guy is the only reason I'm gonna register as a Democrat. Otherwise I'd be independant. But yay I'm in the process of registering to vote. And i have a job. Holy shit I'm getting myself together.
I'm learning to live without fear.
Now I'm just sitting here/making breakfast till Rick calls.

The car is fixed. $1193 worth of fixed. I remember a time when I had more than twice that amount of money. One year ago. Then I went to school. Bah. Its not that I care about money. Sure it was nice to have and sure I spent a lot of it, a LOT of it when I was sad, but all I want is the security of knowing its there, waiting for me, untouched, for ( Read more... )

I wonder what makes my father stay in this marriage. Its exactly like his last one, both of his wives have literally tried to kill him (and ironically both have hit him with chairs). But maybe thers just something I dont understand? But as he was sending me to Ricks last night he told me that if I've found happiness I need to go to where it is. But ( Read more... )

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So I had a long talk with dad tonight. I'm not sure what I'm going to do. I really dont know at this point. I think I'm so afraid of making the wrong decision that its keeping me from making any decision at all. I'm trying to push all outside factors out of my mind and make this completely about myself. In reality I think i've already made the ( Read more... )

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