Comments | utopian1701: The ground is getting closer, and the sky is falling

utopian1701

The ground is getting closer, and the sky is falling

Jun 06, 2005 13:55

I .. am so sick of drama. So sick of life sometimes. I'm a happy person, but I guess that's not enough to be surrounded in a happy enviroment. What do I need to do to put myself in a happy enviorment? I don't get what it is that went away to prevent happiness in life outweighing sadness ( Read more... )

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winged_aurora June 7 2005, 01:45:44 UTC

You are sitting on my bed right now...teehee!

utopian1701 June 7 2005, 06:48:44 UTC

haha I love you :P

socalcountryqt June 7 2005, 08:42:04 UTC

You are far from selfish Mindy, you are human, and there is nothing wrong with that at all.

Always be who you are, not who anyone else wants you to be. You are freakin' awesome, and don't forget that, EVER!!!

utopian1701 June 7 2005, 15:33:40 UTC

haha thanks Allison .. you're right :P but i dunno .. I think sometimes I AM being selfish .. but I think sometimes everyone needs to be selfish at one point or another, I just can't abuse it :P

thanks again :)

jotgeek June 7 2005, 17:45:41 UTC

utopian1701 June 8 2005, 00:53:49 UTC

you know you're wasting a lot of energy frowning like that, takes a lot less energy to smile .. and that's what you should be doing ;P k? ight nigga.

hella_stoked June 7 2005, 18:56:26 UTC

You are not selfish...you are normal. People can think that they have things all figured out but in reality they don't. And its at that moment that you have to be responsible and take the time to be alone and figure a situation out. It may not be fun or what you want but if it means not hurting others feelings, then it pays off ( ... )

mydigitalbath June 7 2005, 19:42:51 UTC

I agree with Katrina completely. I mean I have my own point of view though. You are too young to have to constantly worry about someone else and if you are pleasing them or hurting them. Trust me, I've been deep into that and trying to get out. You should only focus on yourself and your goals so that you can become a stronger person by yourself for someone else in the future. You can't possibly stay with one person through out your teenage/adult years with everything peachy. Both people are growing and changing in different ways and sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn't. If it is love then it will work and you don't have to listen to anybody else you'll just know. You're stressing too much about everyone else as usual. Worry about Mindy. You will be a happier person in the long run.

utopian1701 June 8 2005, 00:50:34 UTC

Yeah that's what I've been thinking also .. you're bound to go through much more problems if you're with someone from your highschool years to adulthood than if you got w/ someone at some later point in life. Sometimes I just feel like Colby and I's relationship has had a lot of crap in it, but what can I expect? Of course it's going to, both Colby and I are two very different people from when we first met, it's hard to keep a good relatoinship going when both of the people are changing. Thanks for the good words :)

utopian1701 June 8 2005, 00:48:38 UTC

Thanks Katrina .. and you're right .. sometimes in relatoinships you really don't know what love really is, or what it really truly feels like to be happy. and I think by going through this I will prove to myself how good Colby and I are, either that or I'll prove how bad we are .. but .. I really doubt it'll be bad haha.

anonymous June 16 2005, 16:49:25 UTC

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utopian1701 June 16 2005, 17:09:25 UTC

hahahahha .. wow

anonymous June 16 2005, 20:21:15 UTC

The "M" in mindy stands for "nigga stole my bike"