you know one thing i've realized today .. no matter how great, or how bad, or how long, or how short a relationship is, whenever you break up .. you're ALWAYS going to see the bad side of it. there are ALWAYS bad sides of them. always. It's almost like love blinds you from bad things, and break ups blind you from the good things. maybe some couples ( Read more... )

You know, sometimes I really dislike love. For the most part .. it's an AWESOME thing, like 95% of the time, but the other 5% .. it's tough. Figuring out what your feelings really mean, what's right for you. And when your dealing with that great fun part of love 95% of the time it goes by in a heartbeat, but when you're dealing with the confusing, ( Read more... )

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This has got to be the BEST music video ever! :)

You know I was scared and stressed out a lot last week because I knew this week was right around the corner. I didn't think I'd have the energy to do so many things

- quit in n out
- find a new job
- get in gear for school
- move to plesenton
- get my car smogged
BUT I diiid .... 3 of those 5 ( Read more... )

blaaah I hate break ups .. I hate hurting people. I hate messy situations and broken hearts and all of that crap. I wish I could fix it but I can't =\ you see someone sad and you're so used to doing something for them when they're sad .. but you can't when you're the one who made them sad. It's like trying to hug a ghost.

haha I love this thing .. I've had it for 3 or so years now. It's funny to look back where I was a year ago. Pretty much feeling the total opposite as I am now. I'm really glad I can look back on my life a few years ago to see what was happening and where I was, pretty interesting :) aaah yeah ( Read more... )

Soo .. even though I had 16 people flake out of our camping trip Kevin and I still went! And it was a lot of fun .. didn't stay the whole 5 days because well .. it was only with 3 people (my dad came along), so we went up there until Wendesday. Kevin and I did a little hiking up a heck of steep hill .. or .. mountain .. lol. Annnd then for the rest ( Read more... )

So I'm installing lineage2 right now .. and I start school in a little over a week.

I'm dooooomed, i'm gonna sing the doom song now ....

DAMN YOU! YOU SEXY CINEMATICS! >;O

EDIT: Who was I kidding? L2 is a bad game! bad bad bad .. lol .. but so pretty :(

Well I uploaded the pics I got at the beach so here all of you bored people ( go )

lookie what i found at the ( beach )