I think this is definitely going to take some getting use to. And I honestly have to say...I really don't want to fucking deal with it.

Life sucks when you're me.

I haven't been doing well lately. I'm just...depressed I guess. I've been a raging bitch for the past 2 weeks. I've been incredibly stressed with the wedding and a bunch of other things. I seriously think that Jeremy's probably considering whether or not he should really marry me. I got in a sweet fight with his ( Read more... )

Jeremy and I start ballroom dance lessons on Jan. 26th. The class is once a week for 8 weeks. I'm pretty excited. He says he's nervous because he has no rhythm. Cute kid. :) It should be a fun expereince.

Also, I'm sick and my nose feels like it's going to explode.

I forgot to update about this earlier. But I found out on Skivhiving that Uncle Matt will be marrying Jeremy and I. For those of you who didn't know...we couldn't get Jeremy's pastor to do the wedding because he was busy that day. I know that people can be ordained to do weddings. So at the pig roast this year we asked Matt to be ordained so ( Read more... )

So...our two year anniversary was yesterday. We had a pretty fun day. He got me a new book, my favorite chocolates, Forrest Gump AND......FRAGGLE ROCK THE COMPLETE FIRST SEASON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh yeah..that's right. It's freaking sweet. We watched the first few episodes last night ( Read more... )

Does it ever amaze anyone else that you can be in the best mood in the world and then listen to a song...just one song...and feel completely miserable by the time it ends?

Yeah...so that just happened to me. I opened up my musicmatch jukebox and the first song that started playing was My Weakness by Moby. Seriously...it felt like my heart ( Read more... )

No, you woulda left me anyway ( Read more... )

I'm in the midst of having a nervous breakdown. And I think I've come to the conclusion that there is no god. And if there is a god...he's seriously the most sadistic son of a bitch ever.

I've been attempting to find a new job for...oh...umm...the past 1 1/2. Yeah...a lot of fucking luck I've had with that. I'm not quite sure if I'm going about ( Read more... )

It's been quite a while since I've updated. Everything's been going well. The wedding plans are coming along. Slowly...very very slowly...but it's happening. I ordered my dress this past Satruday. It's gorgeous. Very different...but I like it. We've been incredibly busy lately with everything. I like it that way though. I guess there's ( Read more... )

I talked to Tiff today. Only for a couple of minutes...but it was nice. I've been having some issues with something and she let me ramble on about it even though she was busy. Then told me her opinion on it...which helped a lot. She's coming back tomorrow...so we're going to get together sometime next week to have lunch or something. I miss ( Read more... )