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we talked, briefly, on msn. i said everything was my fault. she said everything was her fault. then i said a thing or two i shouldn't have. i got disconnected. signed back on and she was gone. talked back and forth through comments on facebook (until she deleted them). now i'm so lost. her status says single again. no clue what that's ( Read more... )

so toast posted about wanting to go to megacon and says she doesn't know who/what to cosplay as. immediately i think, "go as appa...so kayla can go to and be aang...and then she can ride you all night." of course, i'm thinking that with anger in mind. bah. i almost want to actually tell her to do that and see what happens. of course, she'll ( Read more... )

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why is it people always get to a certain point with me and then they leave me? i don't fully understand it, but i always assumed it has something to do with me. who knows. this last relationship though, i think i know a few reasons...mainly that she eventually found me unattractive and didn't want to be with me anymore. gah. why are there so ( Read more... )

thank you. no really, thank you so much. yes, because i needed that slap in the face. apparently i am so terrible of a girlfriend not only did you break up with me (after i spent all that money and time to go see you) but you also ended up with someone else less than two weeks later. thank you for showing me you're such a bitch.

sometimes it's hard to believe it's been four years. she was my first crush, lasting all throughout high school. i remember she smiled at me once...at lunch...when she noticed me admiring her from afar. you know, i knew her brother more than i knew her...but i didn't really know him even. blah. i have so many questions i wish i could ask her...but ( Read more... )

yesterday i posted an entry. today i'm posting an entry. my, what is the world coming to? well, i've been thinking about things involving my girlfriend...so i just wanted to get some thoughts out there. now why is it most lesbians seem to rush into relationships so quickly? i don't get it. i've realized i do it myself even. ok ok, i'm ( Read more... )

apparently it's been quite some time since my last post, which was nothing more than a link to i don't even remember what. so here i am, just letting everyone know i'm alive. right now i'm living back in illinois with my parents, but i'm trying to move out again...it's just taking some time to get back on my feet still. hm...what else? well, i ( Read more... )

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