well i didnt get to do what i wanted for new years, but it was a complete bum ( Read more... )

wow i havent slept since wednesday night and im still alive n breathing etc. although sleep would be nice right now ( Read more... )

so...my cousin mickey called las night. and we all knew he was gona be sent to IRAQ, with all the rag heads and psycho ass ppl. well he's being sent there earlier than expected and none of us can believe it. tho i believe he will return home safely because of GOD and family and people supporting him with all directions filled with love and hope. ( Read more... )

well january 8th is my step dads 50th birthday. we are throwing a huge ass party at my hosue. there will be 50+ ppl there not including friends that are invited thas jus family and there dates. so my mom said we can invite ppl out, well i took that on my own. so imma start inviting people out i guess. ericks prolly bringing two kegs. plus i think ( Read more... )

so basically i keep writing and posting how i am miraculously am jus gona change my life, btu changing my life isnt the problem. what i am gona do and need to do for awhile now is to recognize the mistakes n my life and not repeat them. and jus complete start ot finish anything i have wanted to do my senior year ( Read more... )

so sick of my dad n his BS. he is sucha bastard. yeah i'll always love him cuz i mean after all he is my dad but as far as actually having a relationship we are thru. i might talk to him on the phone in the future, but it wont be more than that. as of now he isnt even getting a phone call. i hear and know the shit he's doing. what a lame ass ( Read more... )

SHOPPED TIL I SPENT ALL MY MONEY or most of it

saw gee. he is so amzaing at breaking. omg i am gona learn so i can be as tiight looking as he is or tiight in my own way. plus he has hte most beautiful smile ever

sorri v i never anser my phone i always miss it when u call

i put my comforter on my bed last night. its really pretty its a RAPLH LAUREN, expensive as hell, but its so comfortable n pretty so its understandable ( Read more... )

gota wait on my mom to get bak b4 i na go to the mall.

need to take a shower that whoel thing, but imma work out b4 i go, jus to feel better.

well i'll post later

ima lil skateboard g-minus the skateboardng

bored as hell