Apologies for only using this space to have the occasional moan.

[utternutter]

I'm so incredibly bored of my life. It just seems so predictable and the only surprises are shocks of a negative nature. I'm almost constantly petrified and can't see myself as having a bright future in any respect. My social life is negligible, unsatisfying and people are a constant disappointment, especially when I try to organise things.

Comments

[anonymous]

Maybe you do too much. It may be easier to make progress with less things at a time as your attention and time will not be as divided.

[utternutter]

Possibly. Learning to say no would be a good start. Who is this btw?

[anonymous]

Tis Joel, finally with the link to your blog again

[anonymous]

Also, If nothing else , tiredness breeds misery, and if you are more free, you will have time to think , and actually change your situation... I'm getting more done now that I'm getting less done, because I have the freedom to think and plan rather than being tied down to a million POSSIBILITIES... though I'm still quite tied down, I feel I at least have room to take actions

[toad2000]

I went through a period like that for about two years after I graduated. Feeling like I was stuck somewhere I didn't want to be with no obvious exit route. Eventually a clear option to escape became apparent and I have been able to move forwards positively.

Stick with it and I'm sure you will find something that you want to push towards and will make you happy.

I understand however that it can be incredibly lonely and depressing feeling like everyone else is moving forwards and leaving you behind. *big hugs*

[utternutter]

I don't really have anything to stick with. I can barely be bothered to get out of bed in the morning, as it seems like there's no point; nothing enjoyable happens during the day.

[utternutter]

Thanks for the hugs btw.