oh man. today is a flippin awesome day. i had to wake up early to repark my car so i wouldn't get a ticket and i found the best parking spot in bell parking lot. seriously, you can't get any closer or better than my spot. itwasso awesome. then, i wrote my french composition which was actually really fun! i really do love french; especially when i ( Read more... )

i'm coming home next week ( Read more... )

kelly, i wish you could see and know and feel how perfect and wonderful you are.

Sadness of fini[shi]ng a book...

i wanna go home...

my room is such a mess. i am sick. and i had the most incredible weekend. every single day was filled with perfect. home feels so right. and coming back to school is so painful... i wept so hard in the airport. i cry too much. i'm a big cry baby. the airport was not the first time i cried yesterday... but every day at home was really amazing. i ( Read more... )

so i'm coming home this weekend! yay! here's all the fun stuff i've got planned! and anyone can join if they wish ( Read more... )

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just now, when i was mixing that dry cheese stuff into my easymac, everything became clear. or rather, i understood something mikaela said to me a few days ago. she was talking about this boy she's sort of dating now, and explaining how he likes her more that she likes him because "she's in love with a boy at brown." it took me a flicker of a ( Read more... )

it's beginning to be very odd to constantly exist. everyday i wake up and i think, and i have this entire complex world that no one else is aware of. it sounds simple enough and self evident, but when you think about it too hard it's really quite alienating. i freak myself out on a daily basis now. i'll be walking down the sidewalk and be fine, ( Read more... )