I need a mother fucking outlet here. Some kind of mother fucking outlet. I have nowhere to go. No fucking place to go. I can't go run because there are people. alot of fucking people. every fucking place I go. Not that I have running shoes here anyways ( Read more... )

I've been craving male attention for...well...a long time. And when do I get it? 2 weeks before summer...(at the start of finals) and by whom? an amazing study-a-holic ( Read more... )

I am stressed...so I am therefore annoyed with the world. And during my classes today, I was especially annoyed. So, I have come up with a list of classroom etiquette ( Read more... )

guys either have no interest in me OR they are obsessed and clingy. there is no happy medium ( Read more... )

I seriously think I made some pact at some point. Not necessarily with the devil. Its like I promised myself at least once a day on each day of the weekend (including friday) I will be super grumpy/sad/stressed. This will happen from 3:30ish until dinner. After dinner, I lose all cares. This is the pattern. And...I guess I'll settle for this ( Read more... )

I'm returning from a pot and alcohol filled apartment...alone, sober, and depressed ( Read more... )

today would have been sophie's birthday. i wish that was the only reason for the streaming tears. which means its been almost a year since she died ( Read more... )

I just called my roomie to make sure she was still alive. I haven't really seen her in 2 days.

I don't even remember when I last wrote in here...but I'm sure an update is in order.
This past weekend was amazing. Friday: Dinner here with Lauren, Dan, and lauren's roommate while we watched penelope cruz (a nun) get knocked up by an aids ridden ( Read more... )

Nothing of much significance has occurred recently. I'm being more studious than I've been since I finished 8th grade. Kim and I fought briefly...but once again she is the nicest suitemate anyone could ask for. A random girl showed up at our apartment yesterday afternoon asking if there was space available and viki mistakenly told her there was ( Read more... )

So this note leaver that has obviously been stalking me for some time (oh how reminiscent of thefacebook). Besides the fact that they write like a 11 year old girl who just finished watching "Clueless," they are incredibly obsessed with me and my diary. Imagine the energy it takes to attempt to be so hateful while attempting to write like a ( Read more... )