Just played a bad ass show yesterday at the Hayloft, that went very well I'm very content w/how things went:). Still no luck in findin a woman tho but I'm still lookin. I just wish I had things other ppl had, its funny how my ex. gf shows more love and care for MY friends then me also. I don't get what I do wrong and I don't get how others get ( Read more... )

Thax guys i appreciate it alot for your comments it means alot to me. I know this may sound weird too and its not bcuz I took alot of cold medicince and tussin but I really want........... a black girl. I don't have like a weird fetish or nething lol there just so fun and attractive and just o man.....lol but ya i really would like to meet a ( Read more... )

I'm sick of all this running around in circles bullshit, thats what my life seems like one giant fucking circle. I need to move on and I need some1 in my life to change things, to make me happy, to be there for me and love me for who I am ya no? All I do is work, I hang out w/my friends here and there and practice w/the band but half the time I'm ( Read more... )

It sickens me so much to know that some people can't even think for themselve and let others make decisions for them.....yea you know who u fuckin are.

I just wish you knew how much you mean to me and how much i would do for you. I know for a fact you will never ever find someone that loved you as much as I did. If only you could see things from my perspective then you would understand. But I am never fake around you and I'm always real and I don't delute your mind with gifts or stuff like that ( Read more... )

Why do I even try, I get no where, and I get nothing. You dont feel the same way I do and it hurts so much and it sux that you get all the attention and I get nothing. Yea it sucks alot because you get it from both persons and the one person I want it from I dont get. You were so diff. when we first started to talk but now its not like you ( Read more... )

Tired of feelin like shit, tired of bein pulled around and stepped on, I dont ever expect things to be great but wow I can't ever have fun w/out just bein depressed sometimes and I can't fuckin help it. I'm done w/all this bullshit that I take so just fuck everyone.

Exactly, you'll never know when u see some1 for the last time.............remember that one

This sensless fight..... will never end. You teach me to forget, I can not win.
I feel weak and helpless. This prison, makes me sick. You teach me, to forget. But forget means, DISRESPECT. YAAAAAAAAAOOOOOOO!

* Caliban *

I wish alot of shit would of never of happened. I wish that I would of never of said yes. Things would be so much better and i woulda never had to deal w/all the bullshit and baggage i had for years. All i hope is that you die a very horrible death and that you burn in hell forever bcuz frankly im sick of feeling like this and i hope it makes u ( Read more... )