A preview of December

[uzican]

So I guess we came up with a real explanation for what's been going on, besides my fears that I've been darkly nursing for over a year. I am so tired of dealing with everything that's falling apart. My relationships. My friendships. My family. I am so tired of her losing her mind

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[need_thou_a_god]

I highly recommend breaking down in secure areas with attentive listener(s). it really helps to just scream about this stuff sometimes and break shit and know that someone is giving you their undivided attention. I just think it may be cathartic, because whenever you've slightly discussed these things around me, you always seem to be holding back, like sort of clenching your mental muscles to not get to emotional concerning any of the stuff you have every right to be upset about.

don't recommend grandma for that though.