Gee, wonderful. I am successful once again in my failure ( Read more... )

Things that need to be done ( Read more... )

Now I think I may be a little sick... I threw up today cause I felt a little naucious... no big cause for concern, aside from once I finished, I felt another wave of sickness, and this time it was blood... not cool.

This is just too emotionally taxing for me. I shouldnt be in the middle of all this, and its unfair of everybody that has put me here. I swear, if I cant be a friend to everybody, I dont think I can be a friend to anybody. I'm out, and refuse to contribute anymore. I cant do anything about the help or the harm that I have already provided or caused ( Read more... )

Your Existing Situation ( Read more... )

Gyah.... I had a string of dreams last night that were so incredibly detailed. Usually the way I can tell a dream is by missing details or inconsistency in events. Not so easy to do when both the setting and people are completely unfamiliar to you. It would have seemed that the favored clothing was leather and lace, and I could prolly make a decent ( Read more... )

I feel quite ill.
Yet feel perfectly well physically.

I've found theres only one thing keeping me from being truly happy.
Unfortunately, that one thing happens to be myself.
I cant very well remove that as a variable from my life now can I?
In the pursuit of happiness, every time we stumble it always seems we are clumsily stepping on our own feet.

Ok, no matter how I try to word this, its not working for me, so let me just say I'm feeling a little excluded from some things right now, but I understand exactly why it is this way ( Read more... )

So can I quit yet?