Honestly, all that would make me happy is to know that this will not ever be like what Im used to. You know as well as I do what that means. Dont ever take someone for granted because that will be the day that they walk out the door. I know.

Tonight was my little brother's graduation from 8th grade. It seems like yesterday that I was on that stage, scared and nervous, not wanting to grow up quite yet. Its an odd thing to watch your siblings grow up before your eyes. My brother used to have the most horrible self esteem. He was quiet and meek and would never talk to an audience. Tonight ( Read more... )

Sometimes I just find myself wandering. Its surreal to feel your heart go from fade to color and back again. I wish that for once I could be happy with the bed that I made, so to speak. I want too much. Its always a little too much to ask for. I have this intense need to feel alive at all times, the second I feel myself falter, I freeze. I dont ( Read more... )

So... Its been awhile eh? Welp, on Thursday I went to the most awesome Butt rock concert ever put together. Faster Pussycat, Winger, Cinderella, and POISON!!! It was soo much fun. I went with like 10 people and I swear it was like we went back to the 80s. Radical! Anyway, life is dandy. Peace

Long gay week. Crazy, insane weekend. Had more fun than I knew what to do with. Only once a month, right Annika???

Watch your mouth, hold your tongue boy. Because youre running out of breath, running out of time before every careless word that you utter renders you utterly useless. Now youre drowning in your own saliva. Trying to speak yourself to the top of your empty world. Now keep on talking. Just keep on rambling, youve got your mouth full. Now listen ( Read more... )

Isnt it funny when meaningless people try to re-enter your life in stupid roundabout ways? Its great when people lie and talk enormous amounts of crap about you just to try and get under your skin when, in fact, you couldnt careless about them. They are the simple minded losers who are simply on earth to take up space. To hell with them. They are ( Read more... )

So, tell me why I want to play with fire? Why do I have this intense need to see what will happen? Thats all, nothing more, nothing less. Fire is addictive. I just hope I dont burn myself, or whats worse- burn him.

I just found out that Dashboard is playing at BFD!!!!! How exciting. So, here was my day today ( Read more... )

"Please let me forget all those sweet smiles, all of the passion, all of the peace,the heat, the pain. All those blue skies where your words were my freedom. Please dont let me fall in love with you again. Too many times Ive cared too much. I stood on the edge, and saw that you held my hand and knowing too well I couldnt hide from those eyes. ( Read more... )