Gee and I thought I was pessimistic. Honestly, I think you're worrying too much too early. I mean I DID have a lot of fun trying to aggravate my fellow junior buddies about college and the application process but there is no need to get all sad about it and to take a break from the internet?! (I am absolutely shocked, it's a PREPOSTEROUS(-_-;; I still have so much fun overusing that word)idea) The future is just the future, no one really knows what they want to do, what they plan to be. Even if you DO it doesn't guarantee that you'll succeed. Okay, that wasn't a great thing to say but it's true. The so-called "planning" of your future comes one step at a time and even after you think you've got it all down, you might just realize your goal in life is writing gay smut. And how DARE you think that your thoughts are uninsightful or biased. Your opinions are eRr.. dare I say holy to you; they matter because YOU matter. No matter how little difference you think you make in the world, you have to know you've changed someone, you've made
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Thanks for all the advice; they're not bad at all. Reading this made me feel kinda better, and I laughed at thought that I might just realize my goal in life is writing gay smut. ^_^ And even though I mostly hid behind machines for the latter part of the year, you're right; we do deserve those 90s. Or at least you do. ^-^
Not sure if I deserve all the kind words (since I *still* need to get you your b-day prez, and I *still* haven't returned your Prince of Tennis cds) but I appreciate it all the same. Thank you! *hug* You're awesome, Cynthia.
IF your goal IS to write gay smut.. remember me ;D I'm going to be needing it. And you deserve MORE than what my measly words represent. As for the unreturned... parcels, we have a lot of time ;] bahh I'm staying in the city so there should be plenty of times to see each other. *glomps* and I've missed all the *pokestab*
Yeah I guess like you and cynthia said, maybe I'm worrying myself too much over schoolwork and the like. Thanks for the offer of help with studying, by the way.
Thanks for all the advice and kind words, and thank you for actually taking the time to read my ramble. And apologies for my emotional babble. I guess its just a phase I'll eventually get over. I'm feeling better now because of what you, Erica, and Cynthia have said, and I hope you yourself are feeling much better as well now too.
Here's a really good tip if you're getting less sleep or finding it hard to sleep at night: don't go on the internet before bedtime. Or even after dinner. Usually if you read or chat with people your brain is really busy so it has a hard time winding down when you go to bed so you stay up. After I quit going online before bed I found it easier to fall asleep. Plus you'll end up decreasing your internet time, if you're still concerned you're online too much. =)
Thanks for the tip; it sounds good. If its not rude to ask, I want to know how you're doing? I feel guilty that you're helping me like this and I'm just going oh-woe-is-me.
Oh, and I'd answered the post you made about Dearka/Milly and Cagalli/Athrun from the entry before. And reading back on Mel's Cagalli drabble, I realized I forgot to add something and went back and re-did the comment. Yeah, I know, I'm really obsessive-compulsive. I also added a few more comments afterwards. Sorry about that. I'm not sure if I'll answer back again, but I'd love for you to answer 'cause I want to know your thoughts.
dun worry too much Siggy san *smile* Mid... used to be like that i'm *cough* 20 this year, the time preiod like "what will i be" "what i must chose" literally hav gone fur school period, but still "what will i do after graduate" still bugging all the time... it's just.. natural to think of that ^_^ *we all care fur iur future ne* and when the time come, i'm sure Siggy will kno what's the best fur Siggy.. since Siggy kno Siggy's best rite ;3 dun really mind that Sig, take ur time and think of think slowly and then ya will kno hehehe... and maybe...
bout internet problem... ^^; areya... me too addict to it... everyday when i got time, i go to visit AsuCaga lj then Da and forum, also talk to asga, aikoo and dive2blue in chan~ it's kinda become daily thing now >_how to repent that... *cough* cut ur internet cable... *cough* joking
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*hugs u tight cos she has nothing to say* Doesn't help that I'm uber busy and uber stressed and uber slacking at the same time XD DO NOT, i said D.O. N.O.T follow this lousy example of a person ^^;;;
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Not sure if I deserve all the kind words (since I *still* need to get you your b-day prez, and I *still* haven't returned your Prince of Tennis cds) but I appreciate it all the same. Thank you! *hug* You're awesome, Cynthia.
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*tackleglomp*
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Your words are appreciated.
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*hug* Thank you!
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Oh, and I'd answered the post you made about Dearka/Milly and Cagalli/Athrun from the entry before. And reading back on Mel's Cagalli drabble, I realized I forgot to add something and went back and re-did the comment. Yeah, I know, I'm really obsessive-compulsive. I also added a few more comments afterwards. Sorry about that. I'm not sure if I'll answer back again, but I'd love for you to answer 'cause I want to know your thoughts.
Thank you very much again.
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Mid... used to be like that
i'm *cough* 20 this year, the time preiod like "what will i be" "what i must chose" literally hav gone fur school period, but still "what will i do after graduate" still bugging all the time...
it's just.. natural to think of that ^_^ *we all care fur iur future ne*
and when the time come, i'm sure Siggy will kno what's the best fur Siggy.. since Siggy kno Siggy's best rite ;3
dun really mind that Sig, take ur time and think of think slowly and then ya will kno hehehe... and maybe...
bout internet problem... ^^;
areya... me too addict to it... everyday when i got time, i go to visit AsuCaga lj then Da and forum, also talk to asga, aikoo and dive2blue in chan~ it's kinda become daily thing now >_how to repent that... *cough* cut ur internet cable... *cough* joking ( ... )
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Sorry to worry you >< *hug*
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Doesn't help that I'm uber busy and uber stressed and uber slacking at the same time XD
DO NOT, i said D.O. N.O.T follow this lousy example of a person ^^;;;
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