i have one thing and one thing only to say to you since i got the silent treatment today...
fuck you _ _ _ _ _ _ _.

today was, well, another day. the debate went well and i was suprised at how passionate people were about their candidate and the whole debate in general. everyone should be proud of their efforts. i had a headache and was really tired for most of the day which sucked, majorly. like i said, something is wrong with me ( Read more... )

i want so badly to believe that there is truth and love is real. and i want life in every word to the extent that its absurd.

i know that we can make it
i want you to understand that
my thoughts are clear
i want you near

you were never there the day fate and i we knocked on your door. why dont you look me in the eyes and see the truth?

i spoke the words but never gave a thought to what they all could mean. i need you like i need water in my lungs.

if i promise to go to church on sunday, will you go with me on friday night?
if you live with me i'll die for you and this compromise.

heather says i've got it bad.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEATHER BEE!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!

last night dinner with my family for iain and heathers birthday was a typical mac ewan family gathering. no one hesitated to insult one another and we all told our latest funny stories. as usual, i wound up eating more than i wanted to and afterwards we hung out at their house. britt, heather and i decided to see euro trip with iain, his friend ( Read more... )

ive managed to get into another fight with my mom and i hate it. im not happy and im incapable of talking about all of the issues i have with her. something needs to change. i need something new.

another day at home. i slept all day except for the part where janella came to visit me. i dont even know why im posting, i must have been having withdrawls from this whole livejournal business. im thinking no school tomorrow. yeah, screw school. its cold outside.

im taking my nyquil and im going to bed, again.

i had wanted to go to school, but at the moment im thinking its a bad idea. being at home all day really sucks and is terribly boring. i had a good talk with my club swim coach today and i think things are back on track... or at least they are for the moment. for the frist time in 3 years i hate my high school team because of one specific person. ( Read more... )