not happy, maybe a one, just maybe. ive actually fallen into a bad bit here. people have started to notice and ask me whats up. thats when you know its getting bad- when people ask whats wrong and you haven't even talked to them. I just feel down all the time lately. maybe ill get over it. maybe it will get over me.
6. I'm kind of stuck in a rut right now. I have a great life and a great boyfriend, but i don't seem to be paying much attention to my friends, and they're drifting away from me. when i do talk to them, i give short answers and don't pay much attention, waiting for my chance to get away. then afterwords i wonder why i did that.
ehh 3ish, maybe a 4. stuffs been better as of late, it was pretty bad for a while there, but the self hating and what not has stopped, we'll see where i end up. hopefully better than the beginning of the year.
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