so i think i'm done... did something stupid last night. no more.

so today sucked.

you always think i'm mad when i'm not. i get mad when you start treating me like a mental patient that's going to flip out at any second.

but i hope you realize that none of that matters. you're my friend and i love you no matter what happens. and the emphasis there is FRIEND.

anyway... i guess call me if you want.

a little hunged over. don't want to go to work.

last night was a good night :-)

i want to be thin again. i was thin very recently, and now i am not. this saddens me. mayhap if i was thin i would be happy. or at leat not suicidal.

today was rideg ruxtons graduation... it would have been sadder if the kids weren't coming back to school tomorrow ( Read more... )

party last night. people drank to much and made asses of themselves. good times. pictures should be interesting when i get them developed.

i don't know where i fit anymore... afraid i'm being replaced by the person i replaced

sorry, i was pissed. don't know which you to believe (drunk or sober), but i'd already be screwed either way, so...eh.

fuck you , you lying son of a bitch

when: sunday, may 23, 3:00 pm on
where: his house

everyone who sees this is welcome to come. this will be a pot luck kinda thing, so please bring some sort of food or drink (as we are both poor and cannot afford to buy food for that many people.... we will be purchasing a keg, though)