I really miss Heidi. I keep thinking about how great it was to have her around, and about how there HAD to have been a way to keep her.

It doesn't matter that there wasn't and still isn't .. I really feel like shit.

Why do the coolest people have to be the flakiest?

It's really disheartening.

Racism isn't the observation of correlations, it's the denial of exceptions.

It's funny, because I think some things are realizations you can't pass on. The logical part of me says there MUST be a way, but there really isn't ( Read more... )

Repressing an aspect of one's personality -- be it sexual, emotional, moral, or otherwise -- is like cutting out an article from a newspaper: removing the article will always alter some other part of the newspaper.

How can one ever grow tired of guiding others to a more peaceful path?

I've got a lot to think about. I hadn't thought about my pre-Chicago life in .. well, probably over a year. I was talking to a friend earlier and the subject of my not enjoying anal sex came up, to which he responded: "There's a lot of guys out there like you, too." My response was something like a less offensive "No shit, Sherlock." But after ( Read more... )

A Really Great Job for Someone Like You!Drive Around&Write Stuff Down! (Northside ( Read more... )

Yup. Unemployed again.

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

I should have been going to school this whole time.

I think I'm about to be out of a job.

Figures. I deserve it.