Mhm... Today is not a fun day. Nope. Not at all. This is a day when I feel like meat with eyes. So I've decided to write on LJ, for lack of nothing functional to do. That's right... you get to listen to Skippy's mindless ravings.

Joy.

I'm about ready to shove pointy things into orafices for fun. Ooooh, yes. Pointy. I totally went there. And possibly ( Read more... )

I have a question... Here's the deal...
I'm tired of being thin. I hate being so small, seeing my ribs jutting out of my stomach, collarbone protruding like some mechanical add-on.
So... I've been eating. In fact...

({.I've Been Eating Myself Sick.})

Every meal I've been stuffing myself to the verge of puking, and still not gaining any weight. It's ( Read more... )

({.DONT NEED YOU.})
({.FUCK COMRADERIE.})
({.THIS RAGE WILL NEVER GO AWAY.})

WAKE UP

I'm on the inside
You can't punish the sane
oh how weak you stand
I'm at your strong side
Wake up Dad, I'm a man
Can you stomach this?
I've licked the inside
Pierce the chest of a God!

Who is the hard charger?
..Liar..
And my fist in place
{of} your mouth

You've been a bad dog
Locked in, moralize the sounds that surround my nerves
Twitching to please you
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Aw... what's the matter? Are you mad now? Because I clued your wife into what you were doing? No, no, you couldn't be snubbing your own son! That's against military ethic!

Psh. Yeah right.

({.The Big Come Down.})

You're just pissed because for once, I actually said what the hell was happening. To my immense discomfort, no less. FUCK you. I'm no longer ( Read more... )

TEN EMOTIONS.
1. are you missing someone right now?: Yeah
2. are you happy?: Uh... I guess....
3. are you talking to anyone right now: Kat
4. are you bored: yes
5. are you german: Don't think so...
6. are you irish: yeah
7. are you french: I dunno
8. are you italian: once again... dunno.
9. are your parents still married: Psh... no
10. do you like someone ( Read more... )

({.Pocket Full Of Posies.})

How could this have happened? Why couldn't I be stronger?? If I was, maybe I'd still have my secrets... and my loathing. How I miss the loathing so... But can I even begin to comprehend what I may have set into play? I may have possibly been the final straw on an already collapsing marriage. No matter how much I hate them ( Read more... )

Hello, Salud, it’s me your Duke
And I made something that’s real
To show you how I feel

Hello, Hello, it’s me Picasso
I will paint my words of love
With your name on every wall

When you leave my colors fade to gray
(I need a love to stay or All my colors fade away)
Every word of love I used to say
Now I paint it everyday

I sold my strings, my songs, and ( Read more... )

I have questions. I want answers... But I won't get them. What's done is done. Damn... I feel stupid. My entire life would have changed if I had pulled that fucking cork out of my throat and actually said what was going on in my head. But oh well... you're gone now. Son of a bitch... though I suppose it's for the best. Yes, I know it is. If you ( Read more... )

({.Make me feel fuzzy... fill it out....})

01. Who are you, what's our relationship:
02. How and where did we meet:
03. How long have you known me:
04. Tell me one good thing about myself:
05. When you first saw me what was your impression:
06. My favorite band at the moment:
07. Have you ever had a crush on me:
08. Do you remember one of the 1st things I ( Read more... )