Watch me bleed as I slit my wrist one last time.
I'm doing okay since Alexis's death, compared to last week. I'm trying not to cut at all because it's just making shit worse, just a permanant scar for me to see and a permanant memory (AND I HAVE ENOUGH OF THOSE!). I wish I could have my best-friend back, atleast take me back to that day of our senior year, when she told me she was leaving and I
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and the fact that I haven't written much about him since his death.
I know how you feel Amber.
I know how it feels to lose a bestfriend
and a boyfriend actually.
Suicide is something extremely hard to deal with as you already can tell but it will get better with time.
I'll be there for you as much as I can.
I mean it when I say I love you
and that i want to take care of you.
I want you to move here
and I wouldn't ask you to if I was merely just going to end up pushing you away again.
I'm a big girl
that is making a huge decision
because she feels it's the right thing to do.
I love you
and I want you here
so you can be with me.
I'll make it so you're never alone again.
You will always have me.
In whatever form you want me.
Girlfriend
wife
bestfriend
soulmate
enemy.
Mold me
shape me
push me away
hold me
I don't know.
Whatever you need.
I'm here.
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I don't want a girlfriend in you, if you don't want it.
I've always wondered who th at "zak" kid is on "zakisgone" but now I know, but I very vaguely know, tell me sometime girl... I love you.
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I guess you could say he was the boy next door.
We grew up together
like you grew up with Alexis.
He was the apple to my orchard
to lemon to my lime
the salt to my pepper.
I want to be with you
so hurry hurry
and come here.
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