Comments | vagueheart: I'll carve your name into my wrist, a billion times just to show the world, my love for you is true.

vagueheart

I'll carve your name into my wrist, a billion times just to show the world, my love for you is true.

Mar 07, 2006 21:29

Oh my god, sometimes I wonder why I'm still here and why I still try to go on, only to realize I am losing more and more of myself each and everyday and it's scary because I don't know what's happening or what's going on. I don't know if I'll suddently 'freak' and decide I want to die and do it and it actually happen and me hurt the people I love ( Read more... )

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couldbecouturex March 8 2006, 13:56:53 UTC

Why don't you just move then?
Give up everything,
get in your car,
and fucking leave.
You know,
I'll be waiting for you
with arms
wide open
effing Creed lyric I know.
But it's true.
I'm the light
at the end of your fucking tunnel
and I always will be.
I'm sorry about last night
and the fact that you thought I was avoiding you
but you know what went down girlie.

vagueheart March 8 2006, 20:21:06 UTC

Heh so I quit work today, I don't want to go back there. I beat up a bitch who talked too much shit on me, and I feel worthless without you.
Heh light at the end of my tunnel, eh? Nykki wants you to be that for her, and she wants to be that for you..
Why do I keep bringing them up..
I'm just jealous.
I'll admit it.
I always have been.
but why should I be?
Cynical Danger: so are you asking me to marry you 4real?
Bulimicqueentear (5:52:29 PM): Yes Amber.
Bulimicqueentear (5:52:31 PM): That's what I want.
Cynical danger: well my answer is yes.
when I have that...that means the world to me...and I will be your girlfriend, your wife, your lover and anythinge lse you want...
and girl, i am honestly starting to scurry shit up into a bag... i hjave alot of it *sigh* looks as if I 'll have to give most of it away..but thats okay, anything for you.

couldbecouturex March 9 2006, 13:39:59 UTC

I don't want Nykki
and we're not even close anymore
so eff the light at the end of her tunnel.
Don't be jealous
because you have a promise
that no one else will ever have.
I love you.
Not them.
I'm glad you quit work
because it creeped me out
when men hit on you.
I'm glad you stuck up for yourself
though I hate bitches that talk shit.
I'm sorry that you have to give everything away.
I don't want you to lose everything just because of me.

vagueheart March 9 2006, 15:44:35 UTC

its all junkish crap anyways,
so who cares. I really don't,
and you are more than all that shit.
material things mean nothiing to me.
you do.
and
i'm sorry for being jealous..
but i'll try to stop that.

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