Dear to the world ( Read more... )

I'm here awake really early, and have been for several hours now. Last night, I was filling out job applications because I need money or else I'm going to die soon, meaning my heart. I just need to be with her. Right now, my body is basically shaking and freezing, I am covered up, so don't say to "cover up!" I think I am sick again, RAWR! I'm ( Read more... )

Why can't I be happy? I mean, I can ask for little things and people get jealous and then hate me for no reason. I just want to be able to be myself and let go sometimes without loosing people. I hate fights, oh boy, how I hate fights. I don't mean to cause them, believe me because I hate them with a passion. Sometimes, I don't even understand ( Read more... )

xCyanide Cyd: lauren doesnt liek you you immature asshoel so tkae her off your away message ( Read more... )

No,
IT'S OVER NOW!

TO SILVER ( Read more... )

TO SILVER ( Read more... )

Dear Amber ( Read more... )

I can't feel anything anymore except when I talk to her. I feel alive and like I can face the world. Pretty much right now, I feel like nothing.. Holl is my best friend and I will not trade her in for anyone. I'm scared of being alone, truth being, I want to be with her more than anything... I want peace, love and unity. I want her, and I ( Read more... )

My browser hates my guts, it won't load some pages, like Holl's LJ but it'll load Lauren's VISA VERSA for myspace, it'll load HOLL'S but it wont load Lauren's or basically anyone elses... It loads Holl's and Nykki's but basically, I DON"T do(because i care about other human beings) care about Nykki but she hates me..for no apparent reason. What's ( Read more... )