ARGH

i am so frustrated.. partly because i can't talk to anyone about why i am frustrated.
whatever.

whatever whatever whatever.

guh.

i'd swim to the bottom, and i don't know if i'd come up ( Read more... )

my throat is seriously swollen!

oh well oh well...
my music will keep me company

to dig up your pain and then leave you to drift.

first of all (not that you're reading this), do i like dave matthews band?! just because cake and jello both have sugar in them doesn't mean that i like both. although admittedly i do like jello.. kind-of. i like the stuff with the carbonation in it.. especially that time i made gin and tonic jello with the confectioners sugar + citric acid powder ( Read more... )

Still, faultless forms are rare: conceal your faults,
and hide your body’s defects as best you may.
If you’re short sit down, lest, standing, you seem to sit:
and commit your smallness to your couch:
there also, so your measure can’t be taken,
let a shawl drop over your feet to hide them.rofl. *looks around for a couch and shawl ( Read more... )

i found an old poem: http://vaguelyweird.livejournal.com/11039.htmlRead more... )

i am awake.

in this last week, i have realized how much stronger i've become since i started medication.

i can feel the sunlight in my mind. i found my words. it is wonderful.

it's as if i met a new person, who feels, wants, and does. but that person has been me all along.

Hi Amberly ( Read more... )