Black Despondency (i love that word)

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I wanted answers, reasons, even a reaction. They seemed so lifeless, lacking any true movement in their darkened eyes. Yet, even in death they were beautiful. He was beautiful. Just another random, the boy who sits behind me in math class and always has that look of thoughtful despondence. It’s probably because he smokes a lot of pot, but it’s

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Neurosis makes the world go 'round.

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When coming out of the black and into the blue I felt my feet slide a trifle off course and into quissinence. Lighter than water, higher than air--if this is heaven, then maybe some day I will be obliged to take you there. Time can wear ragged lines around a fool in a pensive regime; time can be a blunder above many other things. I'll pass my gaze in a nintey degree way and subjicate to make a mistake and let it all melt away. Every bloodied time.

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Dear Josh,

I have moved out of my parent's house as of last Friday. You should call my cell one of these days and I'll give you the new digits, if you feel the need, anyway. I hope you are taking care of yourself and that things are as well as they can get for the sort such like yourself.

Love/from,

The abominator.