temptation explodes.

[vagueoutline]

I have a more than rational fear of my bed. Perhaps it comes hand in hand with my fear of being alone, in most situations. I force friends to go to the water fountain with me, to go a few meters away with me. Why? Because i'm petrified of being alone, having an invisible spotlight where no one but myself can see it, burning down onto me. I'm not

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The wicker clock laughs, spins, and then walks away.

[verbose_]

This escapade for some greater constitution, I am beginning to believe this lies within another half of yourself, rather than the self of another. I've given up on relentless pursuits and have settled down with something much more (even terrifying) my own piece of mind, whatever piece that may be. We're young and still not foreigners to the light, and we should be thankful. Perhaps, just perhaps, all this fretting is taking away from all the time you could be spending learning and growing as a human, as an entity. The road is hard and as long as it seems, hindsight is 20/20 and I'm sure it'll be all over before we know it. Stop worrying about what you don't have and start concentrating on what you do have, this is what holds the potential; this is what all others spring from.

You should know you're one of those beautiful people and in time I believe you'll learn this. Chin up; eyes high remember me when you've felt the sky.

[under_dosed]

time. it's just a matter of time.

I Thank God I Woke Up From That Dream...

[thekid91]

Remember on Monday when I forced you and Ghetto to come to my car with me, it's the same as the fountain thing. Except I'll rip my arm away from people when they want ME to go with THEM, I find them to be needy. It's not our problem, it's the company and attention we crave, and that little sense of security. Naturally it feels better having someone to be with.
It's narcissism at it's best, the world revolves around us.

[under_dosed]

i'd walk those few extra steps. ^^

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[thekid91]

Where have you been lately Josh? I haven't see ya online.

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[dustdance]

me neither. it makes me sad.