Frustration looms overhead like the third coming of the horsemen of the apocalypse. The six strings were working, but I left to piss and now the talent is gone for the night. He's really, really pissing me off. You annoying faggot. Maybe if you hadn't fucked a forty three year old, correction, been fucked by, a forty three year old you wouldn't be ( Read more... )

Wisps of smoke flowed out of the edge of my mind as I realized that I was still too early to get up. I lifted myself up off of the couch and stumbled up the stairs, half ass thinking that I should piss or I’ll wake up with a stain all over the sheet less mattress. You haven’t pissed your bed in over a decade, why so paranoid? I slipped under the ( Read more... )

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I enjoy peaking in on the lives of those who wish to write in this thing; but never really give back any secrets of my own, but i've confessed a million times to my black journal and that's all that really matters, because only the motherfuckers that matter will ever read that. Oh what, i'm the only one that reads it? Well, what does that say ( Read more... )

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Well, a quick generic update is in order before I go to Toronto for a little while ( Read more... )

I woke up and it didn’t feel as bad as I thought it would, maybe a dull ache but that was it. I don’t look at myself in the mirror in the mornings, which is strange because normally my vanity precedes me. I rush to the computer because it’s more important than my stretching bladder, voices respond to finger tapping and the plans are forwarded to my ( Read more... )

I felt like I should pay some attention to this tiny little box that I used to write in ever so diligently. It seems trivial now that I run around clutching onto my black book that doesn't symbolize what everyone presumes it to be. Fucking morons. But in a way it's just that, but with more flowers and metaphors, more blood and more substance and ( Read more... )