Hey, remember me?hazeltreeSeptember 16 2006, 02:46:27 UTC
You probably figured I'd died by now, and believe me, I've tried. I've actually moved to Richomond, Vancouver and haven't touched a computer in forever. It must sound ironic; the fact that we talked about getting a place over on the mainland and I said "no way" to the bigger city, and here I am...got here first.
I am currently two months clean of all drugs and alcohol, and I'm doing much better. I'm renting a room out of a house with three other people. A mother, her daughter (who's 27, also a recovering drug addict), and Chris (I don't know if you remember ever meeting him, but he's from Victoria too. Long brown hair, bigger build, very shy).
Anyhow, I thought I'd check up on you and say hello...let you know that I'm going for college soon, going to get my own place, and finally pulling my shit together. Write back or not, I know we said goodbye a long time ago, but I'm still glad to hear you're doing well (that based on the fact I've only read your most recent entry so far). Peace and love, Holly
Re: Hey, remember me?vahnchaosSeptember 16 2006, 03:24:27 UTC
I know you love it when I get all technical and stuff, but we never said goodbye. You actually just disappeared one day. I know, how unlike you. I recall reading something in your live journal or some other outlet that you were heading to Richmond, but you never told me that you had followed through with it or anything. That's okay, if I wasn't used to you just disappearing by now it'll never happen right
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Re: Hey, remember me?vahnchaosSeptember 16 2006, 03:33:27 UTC
Addendum: You probably wouldn't recognize me anymore. Some time ago, the summer 2 years ago I sort of "found myself" and that thing inside myself that I always needed to be happy and confident with myself. Since then I am a totally different person, the depressed, self-deprecating, dark, etc Torrey is a deadman. I have a really high self-esteem, I am very self-possessed and as well I found the confidence to grow my hair out. The shortest of it is just short of my shoulders now, and I am planning to get dreads within the next couple weeks. I am getting paid next weekend and after that it's going to happen.
So, you may remember me, but you won't recognize me anymore, and from my point of view, that's a very, very good thing.
Re: Hey, remember me?hazeltreeSeptember 16 2006, 04:36:12 UTC
Believe it or not, I miss you too.
I always thought you were cute looks-wise, but dreads are just hoT, hOT, HOT!!! I might be doing that sometime soon too.
It sounds like you've converted your stubborn strength into a bit of healthy self-love. I'm happy for you. My stubborn strength is the only reason I HAVEN'T up 'n' died on ya, and it's slowly turning into a self-love-ish thingy too. Wow, I always was wordy, wasn't I?
I'm doing better at the steady communications thing lately, and contacting people who I should've long ago (ie: YOU and others), so try writing me back. I'm not promising everyday, but I will be there for you more. I don't have your email address, so send it and your MSN contact (if different) to my email. Mine's still Mistress_of_the_Trees@hotmail.com Hugs, Holly
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I am currently two months clean of all drugs and alcohol, and I'm doing much better. I'm renting a room out of a house with three other people. A mother, her daughter (who's 27, also a recovering drug addict), and Chris (I don't know if you remember ever meeting him, but he's from Victoria too. Long brown hair, bigger build, very shy).
Anyhow, I thought I'd check up on you and say hello...let you know that I'm going for college soon, going to get my own place, and finally pulling my shit together. Write back or not, I know we said goodbye a long time ago, but I'm still glad to hear you're doing well (that based on the fact I've only read your most recent entry so far). Peace and love,
Holly
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So, you may remember me, but you won't recognize me anymore, and from my point of view, that's a very, very good thing.
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I always thought you were cute looks-wise, but dreads are just hoT, hOT, HOT!!! I might be doing that sometime soon too.
It sounds like you've converted your stubborn strength into a bit of healthy self-love. I'm happy for you. My stubborn strength is the only reason I HAVEN'T up 'n' died on ya, and it's slowly turning into a self-love-ish thingy too. Wow, I always was wordy, wasn't I?
I'm doing better at the steady communications thing lately, and contacting people who I should've long ago (ie: YOU and others), so try writing me back. I'm not promising everyday, but I will be there for you more. I don't have your email address, so send it and your MSN contact (if different) to my email. Mine's still Mistress_of_the_Trees@hotmail.com
Hugs,
Holly
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