i cant stand this

i cant stand being in school or being at anybodys house, & feeling like no one likes me.

what the fuck did i do?
how the fuck am i all of a sudden APATHETIC?
i dont understand what the fuck i did wrong.& Andrea or Jill, its not because you guys said it .. its just cause maybe i realize that i can be sometimes like in school or ( Read more... )

today was alrite
i got yelled at a couple times but whatevs

mom wont be home till like 1am tomorrow nite ..
i wanna just hang out

my report card SUCKED ASS

World Lit - F
Myth - C
Psych - B
CultEast - C-
Spanish - B+
Art - F

FUCK

Mikes comin over right now tho so we can go to Nonas
shes 74 :O wow

( drop it like its hawwtt )

tomorrow is my Nonas birthday, so me, mom, & Mike are going to her house to hang for awhile.
hopefully ill get to see my cousins Sarah & Gene :)

me & Mike are fine .. we still hang out & talk & all that crazy jizz.
im happy. i really love him but i just need time to figure out shit.

i feel like im doing sumthin bad.
i love him .. that wont ( Read more... )

we broke up again
i guess i knew that there mustve been a reason why i did it in the first place yanno?

i feel really bad. i dont wanna hurt him.
were still gunna hang out & hook up.
ill only get my sexings from him ;x lol

dont ever think i dont love you

♥

im gunna have a heart attack before im 21

that will suck

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me & Michael are going back out ( Read more... )

PS. Andrea
can you help me with something small on my journal?
i just need color to be somewhere that it isnt :\

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im really overwhelmed again ( Read more... )

me & Mike are on a break ( Read more... )

NEW LAYOUT
made by me

so i have a nasty, highly contagious infection .. IMPETIGOits a staff infection but like 10xs worse ( Read more... )