All I can say is...

PROM SHOPPING!!!

Oh, and...

BABY SITTING!!!

EEKK!

Nate's amazing.

Everything I say always comes out wrong.

I'm done trying.

All I do is go and mess things up.

I don't deserve anything right now.

That's obvious to everyone but me I guess.

I'm sick of losing all I ever had.

I'm not me. I'm not me.

Okay. I'm not joking. I'm scared. To death. Of this. The way I feel. The way I've been lately. This isn't me. This isn't who I am. I'm not happy. I'm not giggl-y out of control. I'm not a day-dreamer. I'm not this. Why am I'm acting this way? Why am I becoming who I'm not? Is this who I'm not? Am I really this way. And the only reason that I've ( Read more... )

MY

LIFE

HAS

NEVER

BEEN

THIS

GREAT!!!

There is a God. And he loves ME!

Okay so, I'm pretty much sure that I'm the luckiest girl alive! I mean. Wow. W-O-W. I don't think that a better person exists! I can't get enough of him! AHhh... It's sooo amazing. I've never felt this way before. I can't explain it, I just want to scream, but in a good way. LOL It's like... ahhhhhhhhhhhhh... Words wouldn't do it justice ( Read more... )

Why is it that just recently I feel like my world is caving in. It's so stressful, it's so suffocating... It's so... EVERYTHING.( I just want to breathe. )

Brother's back from Canada... They wouldn't let him cross the border.

"Friends" are expendable... FRIENDS aren't.

I fear that I am still invisible... But who cares? As long as I'm me.

Love won't ever be something that comes easy... But it's worth working for.

I'm totally freaking out about PROM... I have nothing, and it's in 3 weeks.

My brother left for Canada today.

My "friends" aren't really good "friends".

I'm invisible to the world around me.

I just want love... Is that so hard to find?

( Oh and by the way... )

Spring break... Okay here it goes...

I finally met Nate. as;dhgadg;jkh!!! Boy, is he ever cute?! He came over on Sunday, and hung out until 10. It was sooooooo klethag!!! I didn't do anything Monday, because my plans fell through with Nicholas >.< And he left me... For UTAH!!! Buuut! Then on Tuesday, I went over to Nate's house!!! We went to the ( Read more... )