If I had any worse luck, I'd be pregnant.

I'm so aggrivated right now, and I KNOW my mom is gonna freakin' flip out when she gets home..I don't even wanna WRITE what I found out in this b/c it's pretty embarassing. Chris & Nikki know. I'm ready to flip out.

Life doesn't seem worth living lately. Ugh.

Hey..

You should really watch Cheaper by the Dozen if you get a chance..Tom Welling is my new obsession..he is AMAZING..(hence my icon)..and Aston Kutcher is in it..can you get better? No, but seriously, it's a funny movie ( Read more... )

I hold my breath as this life starts to take its toll
I hide behind a smile as this perfect plan unfolds
But oh, God, I feel I've been lied to
Lost all faith in the things I have achieved
And I

[CHORUS:]
I've woken now to find myself
In the shadows of all I have created
I'm longing to be lost in you
(away from this place I have made)Won't you take ( Read more... )

Heya. Things are better. Kind of. I haven't seen Jay, because he wasn't in school yesterday. Kali & Nikki were over his house on Thursday, and it turns out he wasn't only being pissy to me. He got a little violent with Mike. Hmm. Well, I did talk to him yesterday, and he's probably coming over on Sunday..but with Andrew. Kali is gonna LOVE that. ( Read more... )

Life has too many fucking ups and downs. I guess I deserve everything that is coming to me right now. I wish I could turn around and do shit different. Not even sure WHAT I would do different, but right now I am regretting a lot of shit. WHY AM I SO SHY? God damn..I pray to God that things straighten out tomorrow. Today really sucked. I feel like ( Read more... )

Why are things bad, then they get good, and then turn bad again? I thought my uncle had an anerism in his aeorta..it turns out it's in his fucking brain. Anerisms are like TIME BOMBS..the go off..wheneverI can feel a lot of regrets coming on ( Read more... )

Hey. Yesterday wasn't as bad of a day as I thought it would be. Some people made it better for me. Nikki, for instance, who stayed after with me and listened to me talk for two hours..haha I don't think my Grandmom would've wanted me to sulk all day. Right? :o/ One whole year..ahh ( Read more... )

It's time to choke back those tears ( Read more... )

Hey guys. What's going on? I just got home from Kentucky - the land of IMBREADS! Sexy, eh? Haha. It was cool to get away, and it was awesome to spend time with Chrissy & Walt. They want me to come and spend the entire summer with them. There are pluses to that, I would be able to have my liscence and I could drive their Jeep that they rarely use..I ( Read more... )

Okay guys. Once I figure out how to do so my new name is going to be MysticalMisfit313..so if I'm not on ur "friends list"..put me on there! :-D

Hanging out with JAY, Cara, and Jim today..and some kid named Andrew (?)..not sure who THAT character is..haha

i love my nikki! i duno wut i would do w/o her.