I think I'm finally ready to try. Life is fun. I never quite understood that statement till just now pretty much. Last year, I didn't try. I didn't give a shit to try. I didn't think anyone up here was worth my while. I considered everyone I met a temporary acquantance that will eventually go away and leave me a few good memories. Nothing more. A ( Read more... )

I'm pretty bummed today. I wish everything was good. I want to be better. I want to be the way I used to be but it's just hard. Whenever I try, it always feels like there's someone or something holding me back. I don't know maybe it's just in my head. Maybe it's myself preventing me. I really just need love and comfort right now. I want someone to ( Read more... )

So, Connor wanted my Xanga. I didn't want him to have my Xanga. This resulted in my getting a LJ. Yay ( Read more... )