You seemed like such a big part of my life and my heart..but the truth is, i've found something new.

[valeriehasalj]

I think everyone-- high school or not high school-- has this immense desire to be the most important person in someone else's life. It's just how it goes, right? Nobody is so completely happy that they can rely on themselves completely for a sense of love and belonging. it just doesnt work

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[nospazzhere]

you know what i'm going to say...
you are awesome. you rock. {insert more cliches}
I love you, and i really don't think you realize that I--along with so many other people--would not be the way I am today if you had not been part of my life.
As far as these other things that you are supposed to be burying yourself in...I can comment on the forensic comment, by asking you why the hell you think you have fucked that up. You took second place in the most competitive category at the tournament. You are ridiculously talented, and forensics is awesome because it means I can spend more time with you. Sleepover next weekend.
I love you

[foreverwhyness]

Val, you're never a bitch. And I know that we don't get a chance to talk much anymore, but I'm still here for you.

[troublecauserx]

What mike said, honey. I'm still here too.

<333

p.s. you're like one of THE sweetest people I know . . . Seriously.

[finkaboutit]

I've always cared for you Val. I have since I met you and I still do. You are a big part of my life, and I'll be here for you always. And I don't just mean this for you in the common best friend way that it's so commonly said...

I am ALWAYS here for you, valerie. And to be honest... I wanna say so much more but I don't think that posting in livejournal with some comment where you can't tell how expressive I'm trying to be will quite do.

I suppose I'll leave it at that until the next time I see you in person which I really hope is soon.

[ashbash86]

Hey Val-
I miss you tons! Don't worry about feeling so sad...it happens. I think that it is completely normal to rely on others for happiness. I mean don't get me wrong, I wish I could be completely content with myself...but things just don't work like that. At least not for me...I admire people who are that happy and comfortable with themselves...there are not too many of them.

Just know that you are wonderful and I love you...and you will probably be surprised when you start to feel really good. Sometimes it happens when you least expect it,and not when you think it should. That was really confusing and worded horribly...but I hope you got it. I love you!

Ashley